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Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Breaking Free

Breaking Free

I will miss you but it's only because you were like a drug for me.
I knew you weren't good for me and I still wanted and craved you. You ruined my life like any other addiction, ripped me apart so that I could put myself back together.
I wish that we were meant to be more than what we are but, knowing that we are not.

I ask, NO I DEMAND that you give me what is rightfully mine. My heart. I want my sanity back but, with you holding my heart I will always think of you. I want to be clear, I am not asking for it back. I am demanding it back.

If you fight me on it, I will fight back and I know that it is a part of what turns you on but, know that I am not fighting for you. I am fighting for ME. I deserve love and you will and cannot give it to me.

This is the last time you will ever hear from me. I am never going to put myself around you again. You thrive causing others pain and I abhor that about you. You could be something but you choose to stay in squalor. I won't even give you my sympathy. This is your choice so you deserve it

No Longer Yours,
My Love

Monday, April 4, 2016

Stand Your Ground

Skies of Grey
On a cloudy day

Gusts of wind
Blow my way.

I hold strong.
Standing my ground

Listening to the wind
And it's howling sound.

Screeching it's displeasure
at my rock solid stance

Then the leaves rush in
And start to dance

Bringing with it, an uplifting kind of energy.
I went from being tense to feeling carefree.

I lifted my hands and reached out to the sky.
From my lips I began to sing a lullaby.

The wind quiets down,
lulled and pacified.

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Tarot Box Project Relationship Spread

 The sketches I did for the Relationship Spread.

This one represents

How you see him
How he sees you.
  This one represents

What you want from the relationship
What he wants from the relationship.
  This one is for

Where you think the relationship is going
Where be thinks the relationship is going

Saturday, October 10, 2015

My Tarot Box Project

 Past is gone, nothing you can do to change it. That may see cold but the present is ever changing. Life is how you make it. You can focus a bright future or stay in the distant past, remaining stuck and never moving forward. This is my spread for PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE.  I have another side of the box to work on. So another layout to be posted soon.

Friday, September 25, 2015

My Latest Tarot Box Project

 I hope you enjoyed seeing my project in stages. Feel free to send me a shout out on Facebook

A Universe in an Apple.

A Universe in an Apple.

 "You can have the whole world," said the snake to Eve. And much like the women of today, Eve wanted it all, so she took the apple. When she held it in her hand though she felt no difference.

 "You must consume it," the snake said slowly as if speaking to a child, "Then the universe will be inside you and no one can ever take it from you! "

So Eve took a bite of the apple and her whole world changed from that point on. The universe was her's, yes, but she would bare the responsibility from it through her children. God's gift and punishment for tasting the forbidden fruit.

Her children would be her world and much like God, she would have to teach them right from wrong.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

The Scarlet Scarf

"Say it" he demanded, his lips a breath away from mine.

"I want you." I whimpered, trying to inch my lips closer to his. His fingers tightened in my hair, pulling my lips away from his.

"Not yet" he breathed in to my ear, sending chills down my spine. "Not yet." He repeated, almost as if to himself. I could already feel his resolve weakening as his fingers slipped through my hair. "Tell me." His lips teasing the nape of my neck with feathery puffs of air as he spoke.

"Please." I pouted, wanting this sweet torture to be over. I wanted his body against mine, with nothing between us. I ached for the pleasure he was withholding from me. My hands tied up with a silk scarlet scarf above my head gave him the appearance of me being helpless against his demands. I was anything but helpless.

I liked to give him the illusion of control, however he was getting out of hand with his demands. I wasn't going to say I loved him. I would never let him have that kind of control over me.